And so, A shared bout something quite shocking. B added on. C started doubt alot of things mentioned but continued to listen. Mind you, the stuff are shocking (in C's eyes at least).

So C went home with a heavy mind. Though not close to Z , she could not really digest what she heard earlier. So she chatted with D from the clique as well about this and D suggested C to ask Z directly about the gossip.

So C had this in mind for many days and incidentally, Z initiated a chat on msn with C. So she took the chance. Indirectly, she probed Z with a lot of questions leading him to tell her some stuff (which did not quite tally with what C heard from the rest) but of coz, Z is not stupid, as anticipated by C, Z asked if the rest gossiped bout him and said untrue things about him when he wasn't around. Let me emphasise, the guy did force C to say the details of the gossip but she did not utter a single thing about it.

So this thingy blew up with Z telling C tt he is gonna confront the rest about this issue. C panicked a bit coz she indirectly caused Z to fall out with the rest of the clique. But wells, if u think of it, when ur so called frens gossiped something untrue bout you, of coz you would confront them right?

So after the incident, C talked to some of the guys from the clique she is closer to. One of them joked about her not being invited to gatherings coz of her past record of spreading the gossip. As mentioned earlier, C did not brief a single detail about what was gossiped. Her approach to tok Z is by probing about his life, etc. Is this considered as betrayal? Does she deserved to be judged by the rest of the clique based on this?

Well well, you got it right. I am C. Not difficult to guess that right? I am so pissed off. Really! Knowing tt my character is largely engined by my straight-forwardness, i dare to question for enlightenment. YOU LIKE ME OR HATE ME FOR TT.. UR CHOICE!

1. I believe i maintain the right to ask/ clarify when i am in doubt. Don't tell me i need to ask permission about speaking to a fren regarding his life.

2. I've done it in the most appropriate way to get the answers to my doubts. I did not betray anyone about what was shared during the gathering. HE FORCED ME TO SAY BUT I DID NOT! Whatever that he found out about tt day is not said by me.. so if he trashed things out with u all mentioning stuff that was shared on tt day, go n find the real culprit. IT WASN'T ME!

3. If you are the ppl who spread things, be it true or not true, and u judge people by only standing in your own position, then congratulations to having such myopic thinking then. You will survive great in the realistic world! Of coz i understand that if i share something not so nice with others, i would hope things don't get out of hand. But well, you wanna say something, face the consequences! Don't go around blaming others when being confronted. And don't judge me just because i am the only brave soul who dared to ask the lead character for 'the truth'.

Well of coz.. through this incident i learnt as well. I still dont think the act of asking or clarifying is wrong. When in doubt, ask~ I dun wanna blindly believe in what u all say. Can't I have tt right to do tt? And also, i somehow realised what Z told me contain untrue stuff as well. Even by asking, i dun get true stuff. Let alone be some stupid idiot who just blindly listen and believe what you all say. Wadever it is, if you wanna outcast me based on what i think is MY HUMAN RIGHT, then fine, i shall treat it as i made wrong frens lo. Seriously, i dun want to mix with stupid idiots with myopic thinking too.

so F out of my life if you dunno how to respect people but only judge with you tiny puny CMI brain + selfish behaviour. Be MEN please, not BOYS!