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welcome!♥

map my life

about me♥

-minshan-
&; ah mao
&; 29.o4.1987
&; nanhua girl + sa + nanyang business school graduate
&; mao 5 club

-typical taurean-
&; loyal
&; practical
&; determined
&; resourceful
&; stubborn
&; short-tempered

-hearts-
&; jay chou
&; S.H.E. >> Hebe
&; R&B
&; chinese songs
&; watching tv
&; ball games
&; singing
&; gossiping
&; sleeping

-loathes-
&; betrayers
&; liars
&; backstabbers
&; bullies

wishlist♥

To be richer
Good grades
See jay chou
Go to jay's every concert
Happier life
Adapt to university life

links♥

|SookYee|
|Bena|
|WeiJian|
|JaMie|
|AdeLine|
|MicHeLLe|
|ShuHui|
|YiHan|
|wAnTing|
|VaneSsA|
|ShiLinG|

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i will miss my 大姐
♥ Thursday, June 3, 2010 12:57 PM

I thought i would be fine seeing my big sis off...
I FAILED (strikes big cross).
When sis started to hug ppl.. all the feelings n emotions came... BOOO... i am the only retarded ass who cried (even mum did not!)
90% coz i think i will miss her a lot. The other 10% is coz she has been settling a lot of stuff for the family. Now that she is gone, there's this fear in me building up. Fear for not being able to settle things efficiently like her, fear for not being able to even settle some stuff, fear that i cannot live up to her expectations to take good care of the family.
But hopefully everything in the family goes fine for this 1.5 years (keeps fingers crossed), i will do my best to take care of mum (along with 2nd sis and bro).
and i noe, i will miss her badly.