its her again! =)
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Saturday, September 20, 2008
10:42 PM
TADA!
its ur ugly pics again! well.. i look shit too okie? juz tt u are shittier coz u wearing ur mum's top!
Well.. i was telling alicia and raymond.. ever since sch started.. the onli thing tt brought true, retained happiness to my life was my weekly visits to bestie's hse (after she is discharged of coz).
Reeli.. its an ordeal for both bestie n me from late july till recently. I swear at points of time when she was hospitalised, i was so scared tt i am going to lose this girl forever. which reminds me of some conversations of tt both of us had some time ago (before this incident).. we were toking bout what if one of us die suddenly.. how we will feel and what will become of us.
now i am so sure, i wld nv wanna experience this again, reeli. i almost died from an undescribable mixture of pain n fear when reuben told me "sy had breathing difficulties n is going to the ICU". tears rolled down uncontrollably for 3 hours (or more?) and i am seriously not joking bout this.. i cannot imagine how her parents n reuben felt at tt time.. worse than me definitely.. the emotions juz let my tears had a free-fall session and i was reeli scared.. when i saw her frens crying, i understood how they felt yet i wanna be strong n tell them tt we shld be strong for bestie n support her throughout this long fight against the illness.
i guess... this emotional support did help (i hope) + bestie's self-claimed strong immune system (ahem~) but i am so glad this whole thing is over. Her brain is functioning veri well with quick responses to suan-ing, her walking rocks now maybe can run soon?, her appetite is good and everything is improving.. like wad she said.. even though i go there we can onli gossip about 'u-noe-who', watch tv and eat tog, its good enuff.. simple = happy. our frenship is simple = we are happy besties. i guess.. after all these, i learnt to cherish people more than i do before.... es. my bestie..
cher sook yee.. i watched u going thru all this (still watching) and i am so proud of u being a strong girl. Though ur determination is swayed by pessimism when u start to hu si luan xiang, but i am glad our encouragement and ur own perseverance have brought so much improvement in ur health and condition. i love you sooooo much! muacks! looking forward to us going out tog to do the trashy stuff we used to do. those are simple entertainment which builds up our frenship from 11 yrs old till now. its gonna stay like this FOREVER.
