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Thursday, August 9, 2007
12:45 PM
Stroke (or cerebrovascular accident or CVA) is the clinical designation for a rapidly developing loss of brain function due to an interruption in the blood supply to all or part of the brain.
alright.. i got this definition from wikipedia n the reason why i am urged to find out about stroke is due to my dad's scary comments the moment i woke up today
Dad: ur mum not feeling well still wanna work. she told me she felt alot of pressure ard the head area and her hands are always numb when she wakes up. she said while she was trying to spit some saliva or phelgm, she felt her mouth drope.. suspect she got mild stroke or symptoms of stroke.
ME: is u say one or mummy say de?? DUN SCARE PPL LA! maybe the pressure ard her head is due to the toothache she is suffering from...
Nevertheles... i still feel worried bout it.. veri worried in fact. n i discovered numbness is reeli one of the symptoms of stroke. gosh..
n so.. knowing my mum doesnt reeli haf appetite due to the toothache.. i quickly prepared some ingredients to make porridge n deliver it to her workplace.. n yes.. my first time cooking porridge.. i wld prefer whipping a few dishes and cook rice yeah..
but well.. i am still veri worried.. i am gonna make her extract her decaying tooth and massage her hands every night for her. i cannot imagine anythin happening to my mum. my family will juz collapse with tt blow. n yah.. ask her to go do a ful body check up.
haix.. nothin good is happening. i can see how disgusting life is when everything is not in place. a veri good example in front of me. i can see my fren is having a hard time.. only 21 yrs old.. shouldering alot of pressure.. i dun want to be like tt.. theres enuff probs at home already. why can't i be a lucky girl leading a veri peaceful life. i dun need to be some rich fellow... true happiness is the priceless thingy i want.
thus... i am not ready to lose anyone i value n treasure in my life or have them suffering or wad...
well.. i am reeli scared now. its a feeling beyond description. i think i haf grown so much thru all the stuff happening... i am sure not everyone reading this can understand wad i have gone thru.. its not the worst but its not easy to come by... so frens.. reeli.. if u r happy now.. with every aspect of ur life.. plz treaure this.. its reeli a gift from heaven.. u r lucky n i am envious.
